By Raanan
Geberer
When Freddy
McFerrin, the longtime editor and columnist for the Allston-Brighton-Brookline Weekly Journal, died after a stroke and
heart attack at the age of 70, everyone was sad—in the newsroom, in
legislators’ offices and in the community. Since I’d worked at the paper for 15
years, I, too, was in mourning.
Everybody who’d
been active in local public life for the past 25 years knew Freddy. He was tall
and thin, and we rarely saw him without his tweed jacket, his tweed cap, his
long tan overcoat and his cigar. And who could forget his stock phrase, uttered
when he was surprised, shocked or otherwise taken aback: “Well, Madre D’Dee!”
Freddy, who
made no secret of his dislike for organized religion, didn’t have a funeral,
but he did have a memorial service that was attended by several hundred people.
“There were three things Freddy was totally devoted to—the Boston Red Sox, the Massachusetts
Democratic Party and Old Log Cabin bourbon, not necessarily in that order,” his
wife told the crowd. “And I encourage everyone to drink up, because if there
was anything that Freddy hated to see, it was someone with an empty glass.” The
crowd laughed.
Freddy was born on Governors Island in New
York Harbor, which was an Army base in 1934. As an Army brat—both his parents
were officers—he moved around a lot as a kid. He spent some time in Hammond,
Indiana, where the events immortalized in Jean Shepherd’s A Christmas Story took place, “although Shep and his friends were
of course a lot older than me.”
He came to
Boston to study journalism at Boston U’s School of Public Communication on
Commonwealth Avenue, and also got heavily involved in the early civil rights
movement—he wrote letter after letter imploring the Red Sox to sign their first
Black player. Afterward, he worked as a reporter for the old Boston Traveler. When the Traveler went out of business, he became
a public relations person for Massachusetts Bay Life Insurance. He always told
people he left Massachusetts Bay Life because they moved and he didn’t want to
commute to Framingham, but some people whispered that the company asked him to
leave because of his heavy drinking. He ended up at the Weekly Journal, a community newspaper, soon afterward, and for the
last 25 years of his life he called it home.
In his
column, “News Notes,” Freddy commented on some of the issues affecting both the
local areas we covered and the greater Boston region—with a twist. For example,
when the Red Sox won the pennant after almost 100 years in 2004, he wrote about
how well the police handled the traffic situation. A decade earlier, he had
been a staunch defender of rent control in Brookline, pointing out that if it were
repealed, that would make it much harder for students to obtain off-campus
housing. Freddy usually called upon me to copy-edit his columns. When I
cautioned Freddy about misspelled names or sentences that were too long, he
didn’t seem interested. “On to the next thing!” he shouted in a mock-flourish.
Increasingly,
after George Bush became president, Freddy turned much of his attention to
national politics. “The minute he started repealing all of President Clinton’s
executive orders, especially about the environment, I knew Bush was part of the
radical right!” Freddy fumed, waving his arms. One time, when a particularly
nasty thunderstorm was looming, he looked out the window and joked, “It’s so
dark outside, it’s blacker than a Republican’s heart!”
Closely
related to Freddy’s passion for politics was his being a history buff. The top
of his always-messy desk usually had a few copies of U.S. Heritage and History magazine.
One day, he walked over to my desk with a huge book that was obviously an
antique. “Kid,” he said with a big smile, “This is a Brighton Town Directory from 1873, when Brighton was still a
separate town. It lists all the residents, house by house, all the businesses,
all the taverns. I brought it to the Brighton Neighborhood Association meeting
last night and they went nuts over it!” That
directory provided him with material for several weeks’ worth of columns.
But there
was another side to Freddy. Although he disparaged conventional religion, at
heart he was not only a person of faith but a mystic. Every morning around
10:30, we’d see him throwing the I Ching
at his desk, and we knew to hold any calls for him until he finished. He loved
to talk about the time, back in the ‘60s, when he took a three-month leave from
the Traveler to study Zen with Alan
Watts on the West Coast. His office bookcase contained copies of the Gnostic
Gospels and The Tibetan Book of the Dead
next to the books on history and politics and the old volumes of U.S. Heritage and History.
Then, there
was the matter of his doppelganger. Several people reported seeing, around the
neighborhood, a man who looked and dressed almost identically to Freddy.
Katherine, one of our reporters, once caught up with him. “Do you know you look
just like Freddy McFerrin?” she asked. “Yeah,” the man answered in a
near-whisper, “I know!” He quickly turned a corner, and when Katherine tried to
follow him, she couldn’t find him. He had seemingly vanished.
After Freddy
died, the doppelganger seemingly died, too. No one saw him again—except once. A
young reporter decided to do a feature on the Dugout on Commonwealth Avenue,
which had been one of Freddy’s favorite watering holes. Along with the article,
he took a few pictures. When Katherine, who was now the editor, saw one of the
downloaded photos, she almost fainted. There, at the end of the bar, was the
doppelganger—or Freddy—tweed cap, tan coat, cigar and all.
Life went on
at the paper without Freddy, but about two years after he died, I had the most
vivid dream I’d ever experienced—almost as if it were in 3D. Freddy walked into
the office and announced, “I’m Freddy McFerrin and I write columns. Where in blue
blazes is my computer?” We’d moved his 1993-vintage, pre-internet desktop to
the basement soon after he died. “Never mind,” Freddy said, “I’ll take this
one. Let me start typing.” The other reporters and editors stood around him in
shock, wondering how this was possible. When I woke up, I felt so overwhelmed
that I couldn’t move for at least five minutes.
Two months
later I had a similar dream. Freddy came back to the newsroom. Although the
dream was just two months later, he appeared older than he had in the previous
dream—he had less hair and was more wrinkled. This time, he just sat down at
the computer and began typing without announcing himself. “He used to be here
and now he’s back,” Katherine explained to two new reporters.
But these
dreams, startling as they were, don’t compare to what happened to me a few days
ago. After a long day, I took a little walk near the reservoir on the way home.
I’d received one message. When I put the phone to my ear, I was terrified.
There was Freddy! There was no mistaking his distinctive, gravelly voice. “Kid,”
he said, “I know you and your wife have been thinking about where to go on
vacation this year. May I recommend the Virginia part of the Blue Ridge. I know
you went to the Blue Ridge in North Carolina, but this part is also noteworthy—it
has the Peaks of Otter….” He didn’t
finish the sentence.
I froze—I’d
just had a psychic experience. I hadn’t talked about my vacation plans with anyone
except my wife. How could he know? I looked at the phone number and recognized
a Chicago area code. What would happen if I called it back? When I did, it was
almost comforting to hear the operator’s voice: “The number you have dialed is
disconnected or no longer in service.”
I put the
phone away and headed for the liquor store on Cleveland Circle. Tonight I was
planning to work on one of those tedious freelance articles I sometimes wrote
for that electronics magazine. To make things go easier, I often bought a
bottle of Bailey’s Irish Cream. But once in the store, my arm, as if it had a
will of its own, reached for Old Log Cabin bourbon on the next shelf. Well, I
thought, this is interesting.
When I
reached home, I heard myself telling my wife, “You know those vacation plans
we’ve been talking about? Well, I suddenly thought about Virginia—you know,
near the Blue Ridge Parkway. Remember the great time we had when we visited the
Blue Ridge in North Carolina? …. Oh, Madre D’Dee! There’s Bonnie on top of the
bookcase! What a fascinating cat! I wonder what in blue blazes she’ll do
next….”